I want to lose weight. I'm 136.5 lbs right now and by the time my sister's wedding comes on August 18th I want to have lost 10 lbs and be 126.5. By the end of the summer I want to be 120. I just want the weight off. The only way to do that is by not eating, or not eating much. I don't care how bad it is for me, especially since I'll be starting cross country tomorrow. It's my choice and I'm going with it.